We – I mean our family – are very sensitive. Some would say we are ’empath’ or ‘psychic’. To be honest, I believe we are not special: everybody has the same potential sensitivity, but many people have suppressed or keep awareness of their psychic abilities dormant through their unbalanced diet, medicines and conditioning. Those are the people who are not believing these words as they are reading them – you know I am talking to you.

We often wake up in the middle of the night. ‘Standard’ ways would have us think something is wrong with us. But we built up the experience of having lived in different countries, in houses of various kinds (from dense apartment blocks to standalone houses – separated and distant from other houses – and back to terraced houses), and we recently bought a camper van and have been driving around Europe.
Why is this relevant?
Because it gave us an awareness of where we can and can’t sleep: we can sleep perfectly happy a full 8-hours sleep while in our camper along the noisy German highway, but when we are in our supposedly-comfortable, expensive, standard dutch house, we wake up at 3 AM more often than not! The same was true when we lived in apartments. We feel tummy pains and heavy digestion symptoms, or with weird dreams and anxiety, we are cold and we sweat, but we now understand that these symptoms are not often related to what we ourselves have eaten or done that day, but it’s just that we ‘feel’ the people next door (on either side) and we take over their pains.

After a cup of Red Bush tea and some Reiki, we are typically able to get out of this state, and we tend to yawn or burp or fart – yes, this post is not politically correct – to release those negative energies. But it takes a lot of will power and strength to keep your own energy and vibrations uplifted, when immersed in a densely-populated environment filled with grumpy, grey, stressed and definitely-not-awakened people around you who live the same boring life day in day out. And yet I am glad we know this now. For this reason, we now understand we need to live as physically isolated from others, and as immersed in Nature as possible, so we are thinking of another move (you’ll hear more about this in a few weeks).

But I am digressing with future plans and ideas. Let’s look at some more example in the past, instead.

When I was little, I started being very sick. Or so they thought. I was burping a lot, and nobody could understand where all this air was coming from.
I was operated of appendicitis, then analyzed and tested and probed and pierced with every possibly allergy tests, cancer investigations, and any kind of medical torture available.
They found nothing, and kept torturing me for months, for years, and the stress grew up.

Now I know that when I burp that way, I am just releasing negative energies that would otherwise affect me and be stored in my body, eventually making me sick.
But back then, the more I was trying to release this negative energy, the more the doctors and my stressed mother would add up more and more negative thoughts and worries, which I would sense, and the burping would become more compulsive and did not even give me a chance to breathe properly, and the bloating of my tummy kept being painful.
In turn, this triggered more of their collective panic and make my condition worse: I was essentially stuck in a loop. But none of the ‘scientists’ involved would have even considered the ‘energy’ thing if he/she had heard about it, let alone think it themselves, because they always look to find something physiologically broken in you, something they think they know and can measure with their knowledge. It’s their very limited mechanical view about how human beings and the world work.

Grown-ups love figures… When you tell them you’ve made a new friend they never ask you any questions about essential matters. They never say to you “What does his voice sound like? What games does he love best? Does he collect butterflies? ” Instead they demand “How old is he? How much does he weigh? How much money does his father make? ” Only from these figures do they think they have learned anything about him. – Antoine de Saint Exupery, ‘The Little Prince’

So they tortured me and they tortured me, while all I would have needed would have been to have less pressure from a less stressed mother, and maybe a simpler life in the countryside as opposed to the city’s busy rythms and schedules (school, homework, piano, sports…).

Many many years later, when I watch the movie ‘E.T’, I still identify with the scene where the kid screams to the doctors: ‘leave him in peace; you are killing him!’. I also now understand why Wolverine (Marvel) and his painful surgical treatment to make him ‘Weapon X’ [https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Wolverine:_Weapon_X] was one of my favorite comic books, as a teenager.

All I had was really just anxiety induced by my hightened sensitivity: I was feeling all sort of emotions and pains from the people around me, and everybody thought something was wrong with me. All kids have this sensitivity but their reactions are different – that’s why you see so many getting classified as ADHD – they are just overwhelmed by emotions and negative energies.
Have you read of vaccines that supposedly cause autism, especially if given too early, or too many at the same time or in a short period of time? Well, that’s just like an accelerated burnout – the shot introduces something so powerful that it just takes a long time and effort for our body to deal with it. A lot of the issues of modern society, that pharmaceutical companies rush to label as new ‘diseases’, are really just one basic thing: this society and the amount of drugs, information, stimulation and stress is just overwhelming, and this is true for children and adults alike.

We need to unplug to this craziness and rediscover Nature and what it truly means to feel the full range of emotions that a human being can feel. Then we’ll see we need a lot less science and drugs, and we can actually live happily in full awareness.

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